A test of faith

It’s time for a little experiment. Inside my mind, I struggle with how to have more of what I want in mine and my family’s life. We face our fair share of challenges, some of which seem very overwhelming. I suppose it is through these struggles that I try to find ways to keep a sense of hope. I also suppose that it keeps me striving to understand how I can better navigate my way through this life.

Which brings me to my experiment. As I zig and zag through my life, the one thing I feel I need to have, but have the most trouble hanging onto, is faith. It sounds so easy, to just believe that life is the way it is supposed to be and that we are co-creators in our journey, not the sole directors of it.

So, here is my test of faith. It is time to believe without proof of existence. Time to live life as if all I need is already here. Will this be easy? It hasn’t been so far. I have made this pledge to myself more times than I care to mention. Which is why I sit here in the dark at 4 in morning, writing this entry. Maybe this will keep me more honest, or at least give me the reminder that I have made this covenant with myself. I will try as hard as possible to post daily updates on what kind of changes this might make in my life. Hopefully, it will be interesting, because keeping the faith should not be boring!

So, here goes nothing…or everything. If your reading this entry, come back from time to time to see how things progress. It will be nice to know that someone is around to keep me honest.

Talk to you soon…